So I think the reason I'm so crabby is that last week, in a session with Edgar, he was like, "Why do you think you are so drawn to narcissists?" And I was all, "I don't know." And he was like, "Do you think it is a way for you to avoid real intimacy?" I don't even have a clue what that means, but it almost has the word Macys in it, which sounds ok to me! Anyway, Edgar made me focus and he goes, "If you hang out with people who only talk about themselves, then you don't have to share anything of yourself." I was all, "WHOA!" At first I was thinking that's not even right, but then I started making a list in my head of people who never ever ask me any questions about myself and it was like EVERYBODY I KNOW. It was crazy. I'm not going to list them here because most of them read my bloggy thing and I don't want to hurt their feelings, although Edgar says they wouldn't get their feelings hurt, so I would be ok. But I am not about being mean or whatever, so I'm not going to list them. Plus, Edgar said if I didn't name them, they would never know because they all think they are super-fabulous. Of course top of the list was the former number one boyfriend (still not capitalized, you will note). But a lot of other people too. So I guess I'll be working on emotional intiMACYS this month which mostly sounds super boring.
All that talk about shopping made me crazy so I went and bought a new purse!
